July Update

Well it's been a while.. a LONG while since I last put anything up.. so this will be a jumbled mess of words thrown onto blogger.. I'm pretty stressed out. I still do not have a job and am not sure what will happen in regards to my unemployment-- there is a vote stuck in congress and hopefully they sign it because who knows how else I can pay my credit cards, court fees, and car payment. I've been pretty down in the dumps over that. My whole life I've been the one everyone has known they can go to for help and venting and things got flipped on me.. I had to ask for help and it hurts my pride. I'm trying to go back to court.. waiting to hear if it's worth it from my attorney. I have too many restrictions with work so even if the economy was okay who knows if I could get a job. I took a month off of making crafts and am planning on sewing again this week. On a more productive note, I'm going to the gym again and burning calories like no tomorrow-- but then I get stressed and can't pass up an Oreo. I know I'll be okay, but right now things just suck. I'm off to bed...